Author: Kelsey With Some Jo

Here’s the Thing

What you’re searching for

Isn’t even explored

Science can’t tell you what it is

Or why and how deep

But God keeps a soul

That’s given and surrendered

And God is faithful

Faith Full

To rewind time

Set the clock back

To that time he found blood

And a spirit willing but weak

He took your virtue and voice

And then you remembered

You were never a virgin

From a life that left you hopeless

And the dove came and restored

The night

You would fight and keep

A light that spun

And an alarm that seemed

To ring all hours of the night

Until one day you said enough

And you heard the enemy

In the hallway talking to his demon

And favor to display

And you told your momma

He was in your bed and you were

Bleeding and numb

When the cops came

It was such a scene

And you said it wasn’t a lie

But you couldn’t explain

What was going on inside

And they asked you questions

And you felt unsure and uncertain

Maybe just a soul lost in time

Sis

Hey sis

Bye sis

Are you good sis

Are you coming sis

Yeah sis

No sis

Really sis

No really,

You good sis

You praying sis

You reading sis

You there sis

Let me know if

If

You need anything sis

Yeah

I’m here, I’m reading

And praying

Yes I’m good

Yes I’ll call you sis

Despite what I can’t control

Without knowing

Without living

Still believing

I’m spotted

Getting up

Everyday

I pray in the Lord

Texting back

Reaching out

Reaching up

So consumed

With me

And distrust

That’s just not the foundation

For trust

I want to change that

And I will

Because I know what it means

To die is not an easy lie

To overcome and become

But I do it

Despite what they say

In that

Not all they say

Is just words and pressure

Some will die

Going to God

Telling Him

What you said

And did

There’s a sis

Accountable for your sin