Shut Up

Found a life in the low

Of my life

I was turnt up

Sobered up

And sticky stuck

Guess I’m good

Guess my hood

Is getting out

Of it

Got money pockets

Got silent lockets

Drop it

Sock it

My ankle is outta pocket

And yet still

My grave

Will say

G got pockets

My grave will say

Yet still

Pockets are heavy

In bloody

Husband gravy

They can’t make me

I make me

Pop it

Lock it

Sock it

Drop it

Beautifully Damaged

“In my mind,

there’s a boy who exists in chains,

inside a cold dark room of painful solitude,

is where he’ll remain.

Behind these walls,

the sorrow is inevitable,

as relentless as the passage of time.

Mentalities corrupt in dark,

brainwashed and hopelessly blind.

Prisons are packed with crowded spaces,

lifers, and guards with hallow faces.

Shackled hearts afraid of changes

and weakened wills are complacence,

yet, I maintain the patience.

Time can limit but not shatter my will,

strength blazed across my chest

as solid as penitentiary steel.

But the silence speaks,

it tells me all I need to hear.

It confirms my beliefs

and its promises I have to fear,

it reminds me that without freedom,

I’m alone.

And these white washed walls

don’t make up for blacken souls.

I’ve given 95% of my boys

a hand shake and a pound,

before they were either locked down

or buried off in cemetery grounds.

What I’ve done is who I am

but what I am is what I do now.

I won’t let up or cease to fight,

just this time, I plan on doing it right.

And what’s right, lies within me.

I’m learning to appreciate my struggle,

for it would be hard to find

the joy of accomplishment without it.

We live and we learn,

we rise and we fall,

like the heart beat of a sleeping giant

with bitter sweet dreams.

Stay up, not down.”

– James Burns

Lemons

When life gives me lemons 

I make lemonade

And fudge popsicle sticks 

Sugar for days

The sweetest water too

Crushed liked ice 

Chilled in love but

Beaten for me 

Crushed and pressed

Like a lovely tea

From an angel stand

God takes me as I am 

He gives me strength 

He says what’s good

Let’s stick to the plan 

Like lemons from the earth

Take out all the seeds

Woven into His roots 

Then take out all the rinds

Love and Heaven 

It’s sweet and sour 

Life juiced like

Lemon squeeze 

It presses me 

I surrendered once

Beat it twice

Turned around

Touched the ground

F R E E Z E