Huntin the Scream

I.

If I said I lost my mind, that would be an understatement. My mind wasn’t just lost, but fractured, scattered, and glowing bright.

The moment I knew things had gotten out of hand was when I jumped from a second story balcony. I thought I was Angelina Jolie or something.

I jumped at least 11’ onto the almost cement into a bush. I have no idea why I would do something like that and I may never know.

Other than, I was blacked out drunk. Again.

And again. Another piece of my mind fractured, scattered, and glowing bright.

I used to think it was a sin to get drunk. Now I know it’s a sin to enjoy it.

..

Tryin

If I said I missed you

That would be a lie

I tried to miss you, really tried

How many times

Will you pass by

Your own blood

Sending acceptance and love

Like are you blind

I gave you my heart

Without condition

I gave you my gene

And you drenched me in kerosene

Set me on fire

Left me hurtin

Pushing me to aspire

I was heartless

And flaming fire

I know silence and now forgiveness

But still

If I said I missed you

That would be a lie

But I’ll try

I’ll really try

Not to tell lies